Do I have OCD?
October 21, 2009Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder? Maybe I have! Yes, I have…a little perhaps. And I do my compulsions over and over again in rituals (that’s a secret). But I’ll let you in with my little secret. When I am having an OCD (well…I don’t call it suffering), I usually cook all…and I mean all…..inside our refrigerator. After cooking, I am naturally exhausted, then I will sit in front of my pc and will try to write anything…everything under the sun. I used to keep a live journal online but unfortunately I forgot my password. I also used to draw. Initially, I tried to draw landscape then I tried humans, animals and other living things but eventually I stopped….I realized it was just a waste of paper and I had a problem with my wrist. They say that certain things may be avoided such as touching others or being touched when you are having an OCD. Well, I never gave some thought about it. It is just part of my normal personality
Anyway, it is just hitting me when I have a headache like today. I know its coming when a few days ago, tears came pouring from my eyes without me crying. My eyes are very sensitive to the light especially in the morning on my way to work. Sometimes, it makes me want to throw up. Maybe, it developed into migraine. Oh Damn!….I had too much chocolates again.
