Blood contact
November 30, 2009 She admitted it was her first love and her thoughts of him didn’t stop. No matter who she dated, no matter what she did, he stayed in her head. She is trying to moved on but subconsciously, she is waiting for him to come back, trying to be updated what’s going on his life through his sister who is still here. But the crazy thing is she don’t want to get over him, she don’t want to give up. She stopped talking to him, but she still hoping that he’ll come back to her. She don’t know if this is foolish or not, but there’s got to be a small chance of it happening. She mean who’s to say that won’t happen., she don’t know. They are 2nd cousins.
She was 15, he was 17. They met in one of the family reunions. Instant attraction for her. They got along very well and since then she didn’t missed a chance of attending their family reunions. They communicated regularly. Though they don’t share common interest and ideas, he always acted like a big brother to her, reminding and expressing his concerns. He left for US and did not come back since then. For the first 2 years they kept on exchanging mails but she eventually stopped answering it.
