Meeting My Son

I had a very interesting dream which lasted  about 10 minutes but I picked up all of these senses and and it was a very vivid dream. It was like watching a movie….with me as one of the main characters. You might think its weird.

The setting was at the airport, we were looking at the digital signboard, waiting for our flight to flash (I dont know where we were heading). I was with a man, we were standing side by side, he is taller than me because when I moved my face sideward, I  was bumped by the side of his ribs and realized his arms covered by a jacket were on my shoulders. I looked down, he was wearing a black boots and black pants. Inside the jacket, he was wearing a white shirt and I saw on my peripheral vision that he was wearing a blue cap. I was wearing a black jeans too, a white three fourth blouse and 2 1/2 inch black shoes but he is still taller than me. We were sort of having small talks and  commenting on people around us. He was leaning at the wall on his left side and I was leaning on him on  my left side too.

On my right side, there was a crib with a baby boy about 12 months old. I could sense that the baby was mine.  It was like a natural thing that the baby is mine. He was sitting at the middle of the crib playing animal toys, wearing a blue shorts, white shirt with a touch of blue cartoon character and baby blue shoes. He is bigger than his age, light complexion, small nose, little chinito eyes, brown hair standing,  blown away by the air and he looked so perfect.

The baby crawled to the side of the crib, made a grasp of his little hands at the handle and slowly stood up. He made a small steps to to the corner of the crib where we were standing. The visual of the baby is so clear - he was giggling at us with joy making some sounds and lifted his arms. The man beside me made a move, picked up the baby and returned back to where we were standing carrying the baby. We were sort of making weird sounds to play with the baby, who kept on giggling showing  his four front teeth. I

We kept on tickling the baby before I realized I was being woke up by my sister saying I was whistling in my dream. I picked up my cellphone and saw it was 5:08am.

This probably coincides with the life I am having now? I might be in the stage of nurturing  and growing phase, as well as making some big changes in my life? Is this dream just recognizes all the things that I want to accomplish in my awake life? Or my sub-conscious is just picking up some things that needs to re-consider?

Whatever does it mean, I welcomed the baby into my dreamland world. He might be the son that I will never have. Nice meeting you Baby.

Intensity

Summer has just started and its getting hotter….Nope, I am not referring to the weather (I like the  weather, its still cold and I enjoy sleeping long hours). I am referring to the emotions of those around me. My cousins, who are siblings has a decade of generation gap. They really clashed and they  continue to give headaches to each other.

He is a generation removed from his sister. This creates an interesting family dynamic. The thing that I realized is that they are having a hard time to have a harmonous kind of relationship with each other. But I am doing everything I can to help them realized that they need each other. It saddens me because they are like brother and sister to me.

I was lucky enough to have a very harmonous relationship with my siblings. They just make me feel old sometimes but they made my life at home much more interesting. I am eternally grateful that I have an immense influence over them.

April Fools Day!

Hello everyone, I´m back. What’s up guys!

Well, you might be wondering why I was off for a while. Its been extremely active and eventful March for me. A cousin from Australia is having a vacation here with his partner (he will be leaving on April 5 pa - thanks couz for the bag, perfume and shades) and we’ve been out almost every other night. Had some steamy hot breakfast right there and then (thanks for the time and effort). A niece graduated from Grade 6 (Congratulations girl, you made it, we were surprised). We comemmorated the 1st Death Anniversary of my cousin (We know he is happy wherever he is now). And I managed to greet someone birthday while I was undergoing an endoscopy procedure (Happy Birthday, I hope it was a blast).

Aside from all that, I’ve been a part of big meetings and events at the office and has yielded some new  breakthroughs.

As you can see, March has been a very busy month for me, but I am certainly not slowing down as April is just as eventful. I hope to do more exciting stuff this coming months.